Dreams

I'm living a dream,I know will break one day,
To wake up and find you gone far away...

I did what I could but I wasn't suppose to,
To have said and meant what I wanted to...

The pain I bear is not your gift,
It has been my own dearest pick...

I wish you were close as you chose to be,
Laughing,talking,sighing as we used to be..

There is no if there is no but
what i seek is your unconditional trust

u may b wrong, u may b rite
but say u me,do i deserve this fight?

Wat i did was 2 like u gal
2 make u my 1 close pal

friends u have n thy r many
whats wrong in me that u ignore me honey

2 rjct sum1 whom u don't even know
is dat d way 2 strangers u show

scholars say to try 1 out b4 u conclude
maybe an angel u lost being so rude

i am no god n i have no bliss
neither am a devil as u perceive me miss

friend i can b n trust my words
if i fail u can shun me afterwards..

These words i feel mite make u think
waiting 4 your reply with d time i shrink..

words unsaid....

call it infantile the desire so rare
for a girl every one could dare


she was the girl n i the guy
famous was she n i so shy


one day i rose and all i said
only to find a friendship dead


it was the pain that had no name
what was it which brought me shame


forget the past i want things get changed
nvr to hav comitd the sin i'm named


riddle it is n i hav no way
am i tryin too hard. plz say!